Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Meeting Jesus

Hello, people of the Internet!!! 

I have another short story for you! Yeah, I'm going a bit crazy with the short stories. But this one is about Jesus! Very different from the weird piano and army guy in the forest from yesterday. Heh, any way. Read, Enjoy, and well.... COMMENT!!

Seriously, do it. It makes me write faster :)



I opened the dark wooded door and slipped in.
“Mom, I’m home!” I called down the hallway just in case.
No answer. I sighed I had hoped today would be different, but no mom and no change. My mom constantly was at work. You’d think a job as a cashier wouldn’t take her away from her family for too long, but Mom worked extra hours and had multiple jobs. 
                Another lonely day, it was.
                I tossed my backpack on the floor and sat on it feeling depressed.
                “God,” I said raising my eyes to the heavens (AKA the ceiling), “If you are real and not some myth help me now.”
                No reply.
-Buzz- -Buzz-
My phone went off. I picked up it with a sigh.
                Meet me at the park
                It was an anonymous number. Having nothing better to do I decided to meet strange person at the park. I zipped up my bag and headed for the park.
                Ok first to clarify, I was no idiot I realized that going to the park to meet some stranger who had mysteriously gotten my phone number was not the smartest idea, but I was bored and wanted something to do. After all it was a safe park.
                Once I finally reached the park, I sat on the closest, empty bench to the park entrance. I was checking my phone when a deep voice asked me:
                “Is seat taken?” I looked up. This guy had an olive-toned complexion with brown hair pulled back in a ponytail, he was average height and was wearing jeans, tennis shoes, and t-shirt.
                “No, go for it.” I said putting my phone away.
                He sat. The weird feeling came over me, love. The type of love a parent shows to their child.
                The feeling was not foreign to me, of course. My mom showed it to me whenever we talked, but I certainly hadn’t expected to feel it from a stranger at a park.
                Pieces began to fit together. Me asking God to show me some guidance. The mysterious text message.
No it’s…. No way!
                The man smiled, “Yes way, daughter.” He showed me his hands.
                “Jesus!” I said staring at him in amazement, I blurted out the only thing I could think of, “You look so 21st century!”
                Jesus laughed.
                I smiled, slight embarrassment tingeing my cheeks.
He stopped laughing and looked directly at me. The mood turn somber. It was like his very laugh made bird’s sing and his frown made trees weep.
His voice filled with fatherly concern. He continued, ”I know you’ve had hardships and a lot of them, but these will only prepare you for the future, you have more trials to come, I’m afraid,”
“More?” my voice squeaked.
“Yes, but worry not I will always be there for you.” He stared right at me, “Even in your darkest hour.”
I have never felt so afraid. I mean sure the Savior of the world just said he’d be there for me no matter what, but he also said I’d have more hardships. More as though the ones I have now aren’t enough.
As though he knew what I was thinking (which he probably did), Jesus opened up his arms wide and I fell into them crying. As much as I hate to admit it this was not pretty delicate Disney Princess weeping, no this was full on balling my eyes out, snot-nose crying. If this was any normal person I would have been too embarrassed to cry, but this was Jesus. JESUS!!!!! As in the Savior of the world, the Son of God. Even if I tried to hold the tear back they would have fallen anyway.
“I will always be with you even to the ends of the earth.”
“Diana! What are you doing on the floor?” I opened my eyes, to meet my mother’s filled with concern.
“I was just… taking a nap.” I sat up.
“In the middle of the entryway?” my mom inquired.
“Guess so.” I replied with a little laugh.
Mom gave me a weird look.
“Anyway what are you doing back so early?” I asked.
“They gave me the weekend off.” She replied an excited gleam in her eyes. “So what do you want to do?”
I was silent, thinking. I haven’t had alone time with my mom in forever! We could go to the beach, or a spa, or…. An idea popped into my head, so obvious I can’t believe I never thought of it before.
Slowly a smile spread on my face as I loved the idea more and more.
“Mom, how do you feel about church?”

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Pianos

I got the story idea for Pianos based on a picture prompt from Pinterest. It's this army guy in the forest playing a piano.
Kind of strange, right? Well it was creative enough to get my brain juices flowing and here is the result!

My heart was lead.
My hands firmly gripped the rifle in front of me as I stalked through the forest. My feet moved mechanically while my brain pulsed a thousand memories a minute.
Her hands flew across the keyboard with effortless grace. Eyes sparkled with passion. Passion that vibrated through the walls, intertwined with the sound of the piano.
My eyes prickled in warning. Do not go down that path.
But her face was everywhere. Every darkened shadow seemed to contain her face, with irony. She should not be the darkness. She belonged in the light.
Eyes narrowed, I continued to follow my target. The man who committed her to that darkness.
He needed to die.
I steadied myself and lowered the rifle, readying myself for the recoil. My finger tickled the trigger.
I had every ability physically. But this was murder. I wasn’t sure if I could pull that trigger.
I have to. For her.
I looked down the scope of the rifle, looking for the man’s head.
But he wasn’t there.
Where he had stood seconds before, was simply a piano. It was scuffed and old with paint peeling at the edges. To my eyes, it was beautiful.
Droplets of happiness fell down my face.
I hardly felt my feet touch the ground. I somehow found myself by the piano.
I put my worn old hands on the keys. My rifle swung, forgotten, from its strap.
I could feel her hands underneath mine, as she guided me in what she referred to as the simplest piece.
Tears fell without thoughts now, because I wasn’t thinking –I was feeling.
I no longer cared about killing that man. She did not want me to. She wanted me to share my gift –our gift with the world. I understood now.
Thank you for opening my eyes.

Monday, July 11, 2016

500 years from now

In case you have not discovered by now... I am bad with titles. The Third Earth for instance started out being The Bomb. The Web of Colors was originally called His name was Jet (No, I am not kidding) 500 years from now is hardly an exception. But then again this story was written for school (I didn't spend a lot of time naming it). The story prompt was something like, 'What would people think of (insert name of random 21st century object) in the far future?' My brain screamed, "IT'S STORY TIME!!!" and I was off to the strange field of my imagination.

So, here is a peak into my brain! Read, Enjoy, and Comment!!




I took a deep breath as I looked at the ruins around me. My heart broke in two every time I think of what these people suffered through. When A. Paha took first over their country he set off bomb in this area. That was over 500 years ago. When J. Paha died he passed his throne onto his son and his son’s son for 8 generations until one of A. Paha’s offspring was a girl with a good heart. Her name was Joya Paha. Joya Paha and I were trying to restore the country once called America to its former glory. It was going to take some time, but both she and I pledged to complete it. Unfortunately, that meant journeying through the lands of the forbidden. No one had touched this place since the bomb. 
No one who was within 100, 000, 000 feet of the place in which the bomb hit the ground survived. It truly was heartbreaking.
            “Sarai,” Joya beckoned me over. ”Take a look at this.”
            She was bent over the strangest little box I’ve ever seen. It had a weird plastic substance covering top and some buttons at the bottom.
“Wow!” I exclaimed as we closely examined it
 Suddenly Joya shrieked, and jerked away from the little box. It hit the ground in a clatter.
“Joya!” I screamed in anger.
“Sorry, there was a bug.” She gave an apologetic smile.
I rolled my eyes forgetting how much Joya hated bugs.
Finally my eyes settled on the ground more precisely the little box. I gasped, “You broke it!”
“No I didn’t.” Joya picked up the box, “I think it was supposed to do that.”
“Huh?” I asked as she fiddled around with it finally popping it back in to place.
“Well maybe the scientists will figure it out,” Joya said slipping it into her bag.
“Wait, let me draw it real quick.”
“Ok,” she put it on the ground and began to search around the ruins in hopes of finding more interesting artifacts.
This is what that strange box looks like.

 
“What is this?” Joya held up a fat book.
I looked at Joya, “It’s a book.”
“I mean it’s not about military.” She said opening to the first page, “read this.”
“’In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.’ Hey this is the history of the world how it was created and stuff like that!” I could hardly believe how lucky we were to stumble upon such a discovery.
“Wait, wait, wait, I was told the world was created by an explosion,” Joya said confused.
I couldn’t help, but roll my eyes, “After seeing what this explosion has done. Do you really believe that?”
“Good point,” She smiled faintly. 

Sunday, July 10, 2016

Llama with wistful woman

I just realized this is the first short story I have posted in a long time... Huh! Anyways, this one I wrote based on picture prompt from my British Literature class. It was a picture of this really sad looking woman looking out at garden with a lama standing behind her. I looked at it, got super excited and my crazy little brain composed this strange little beauty. As always --read, enjoy, and comment!

Warning: Slightly Childish and has a very abrupt ending 



I could hardly even with keep on breathing. My stomach was doing jump- ropes with my intestines, but as I darted to the exit my heart seemed to join in the jump roping. Tears streamed down my face, as I fled the room. I just needed to be alone. Away from everything that seemed to be wrong with my life. Which, of course, was everything.
But my problems had only just begun.
              I live in a large mansion in the middle of a large city. The city was well crowded and over populated. Which meant two things. One, the water was the color of wet tree bark and two privacy was hard to come by.
                The first place one usually goes when they need privacy is their quarters. But I have never gone in there unless I had a hardener heart and a clear head. Which were the two things I lacked at the moment. My nosy servants were rather… rude.
                So I was left to aimlessly walk down the halls, no destination in sight.
                I finally found a perfect area, with only one or two people. A garden. But there were still those people.
                Trickery was my only option.
                I stood on the entrance to the garden, an imitation perfectly posed on my lips.
                “The British are coming,” I screamed in my father’s announcer voice.
                Instantly the people fled in terror.
                I would have laughed had I not been in such a bad mood.
                Instead I sighed at the peaceful silence. The blissful calm of being alone.
                I walked down the path until I came to gazebo. I climbed the stairs, and grabbed the fistful of papers I had stuffed in the pocket of my gown.
              How could they call them…those horrible things?
              Tears blurred the paper.
              A weird noise shifted everything.
              Almost like someone was humming.
I turned to see a…
Llama?
Then I died.

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Wander Chapter 4-- It’s moments like this I wish I was a dog

Here it is the fourth chapter of Wander! I really don't have much to babble about, this time except.... READ, ENJOY, AND COMMENT!!!! And now I'll stop talking!


I couldn't get that band of fabric out of my head. We had came so close to being killed just today. And that was only the first soldier we had met. I hate to think what would happen when we come to the worst line of soldiers, the ones not even my parents could fight or Jae's parents for that matter.

But it hasn't happened yet, I thought, focus on what you can change.

“-Wish I could have used some of my sweet moves out on that…” Jae paused,”Are you even listening to me?”

I shook my head. Jae had been blabbing about the strange man ever since we had left him in our dust.

“Well that hurts!” Jae exclaimed, “speaking of hurts, how much do you think that bumbling old man back there wants to kill me?”

He laughed, but my throat closed.

He doesn't even realize how close he came to-

NO! I cannot lose anyone else!

He continued, “I bet he wants to rip my throat out with his bare hands or kill me or--”

Something in me snapped. My vision tinted red.

I turned toward Jae and threw my body against his.

The car swirved. My throat constricted as my seat belt nearly choked me.

Jae managed to regain the car, without tipping it but managed to shove his elbow into my probably cracked ribs.

I gritted my teeth to avoid screaming.

“What the CRAP!” Jae screeched.

His angry eyes were pasted on the road to the point where I wondered how it wasn’t boiling by now.

“Our parents are captured by the enemy, likely dead. The world is dying around us, and you can't even take this situation seriously!” I ground my teeth.

“You talk about death. You want people to kill you!” I screamed.

“You want to die!” I said quieter.

Jae’s eyes were still facing the road, but his eyes were less harsh. The edges were dulled like a knife after years of use.

“That does not give you any right to tackle me while I am driving the car!” His voice had less of a fight in it.

Silence was a barrier in the car, seeming to form into a well-made brick wall.

I swallowed.

“I am sorry.” I felt tears come to my cheeks, horror of the past couple days and the pain of my aching ribs catching up with me, “I just cannot… will not let anyone else I care about be harmed by those demons.”

He grinned, all anger barely even a memory, “You care about me?”

My face was a furnace. It burned, each atom speaking up telling my brain the exact location of each tear that was sliding down.

Leave it to Jae to turn an angry moment into a embarrassing one.

“So not the point!” I yelped.

“But you do care about me.” He asked, grinning evilly at the road.

“Yes, I do,” I muttered quietly.

If only I had the courage to tell you just how much.

“You are my student,” I said out loud, “I am your teacher. It’s my job to care about you or I wouldn’t be telling you how not  to die.”

Jae laughed, “Suuuuure. Whatever you say.”

Of all the hints he didn’t pick up on over the years this had to be the one he did!

I groaned inwardly.

Jae was quiet for several seconds.

“You said, ‘Our parents” he muttered.

“What?” even though I heard him perfectly.

“You said ‘Our parents are capture by the enemy.”

I ran a hand through my hair, “Yes, I did.”

“So, your parents are not on vacation?” Jae glanced at me out of the corner of his eye.

I stared at the beaded windshield for several seconds. “No, they are not.”

“Why didn't you tell me in the first place?”

“I thought…” I tried to reply, “I… don't know.”

Jae let out a sigh.

“Did it have anything to do with my lack of training?” he asked.

“Yeah,” I revealed feeling guilty.

He stratched the top of his head messing up his prefect black hair in a way that I found kind of cute.

My head let out a painful pulse of pain at that moment, making me grip it in reflex.

It throbbed in time to my heartbeat.

-BA BUMP-

-BA BUMP-

-BA BUMP-

“Woah! Alina are you okay?” Jaes voice sounded like he was yelling at me through a thick wall.

“Concussion,” I managed to stuttered out, “It'll pass.”

“Okay,” he didn't sound that convinced, “just let me know if you need to take a barf. I can pull over and you can do it on the sidewalk. We had one guy on the soccer team that got concussions on a regular basis. When ever we went on a trip longer than twenty minutes we had to pull over at least two times so he could barf. Man, you had to be downwind of his breath if you didnt want--”

“Jae,” I interrupted, “Please… stop.”

“Right, nausea and barf stories in great detail don't mix.” he replied understanding.

I stared at the dirty floor, my head spinning my tongue dry, and my mind trying to convince my stomach to not divorce my lunch.

I really, really hate concussions.

Friday, July 8, 2016

Wander Chapter 3 --- Be yourself, anyone else isn’t awesome enough to be you

All will be revealed in this chapter. Well... a lot of things will be any way. If I revealed everything by the third chapter, you'd all be bored out of your atoms! Sooo, instead... (you know what's coming) Read, enjoy, and comment!!! 


For the first time, I was actually glad that my dad was so tough on me.
Every time we trained, we ended up fighting. Sometimes with words, sometimes practice fights.
He always got this look in his eye, when I couldn't hit something or when I had trouble mastering a kick.
In between homework and on late nights, I thought of the look I thought was shame. It made me train harder wanting him to say, “Good job”.
But now that was training someone myself, I discovered I was wearing that look, and now I recognised it.
It was fear.
My dad was fearful, that if he didn't do his job right -if he didn't push me enough- I would be killed by the enemy. And it would be his fault.
So he pushed me.
As I did to Jae.
He had a much tougher time, though, because we trained in odd places.
Small hotel bedrooms, a clearing off the side of a road. Even mind training, during the car ride, to see how many things he could consider at once.
When we came across the first group of ISIS soldiers, I was bored.
It was my turn to drive my dad's almost new Ford Escape, which was what we were doing -escaping.
Jae was asleep on a plush leather seat next to me, his face relaxed.
Despite the darkening night, I was wide awake.
But it was hard to keep focus onto the road.
My mind kept drifting, thinking of my parents, Jae’s parents, and Jae.
I swallowed the spinning top of my thoughts.
My eyes thrust themselves toward the road.
The rain flung itself at the window with the might of a ruthless army.
Through the furious scurries paths of the water molecules, I could barely make out my headlights that were attempting to plunge the knife of light into the sea of night.
Despite its brave efforts, I could no longer see.
In the moments, that followed I could barely comprehend. The first thing that happened was that I saw a figure, holding a large object that was warped by the rain.  But it was his voice that struck terror into my being.
“Jae Jabez and Alina Carta come out to claim your death.”
The next thing, I experienced was the noise, the horrible noise that temporarily shattered every bit of confidence I had come to possess over the years.
It was as if someone had taken a giant ball of tin foil and crunch it to half the size, then amplified the noise with the speakers that rock stars use.
And I was standing directly in front of the speakers.
But that wasn't the end of it.
Next came the pain.
Despite my high pain tolerance, it hurt like mad to have a truck smash up the car I was in.
My side felt as though someone had attacked my side with a weedwacker, or perhaps a crowbar. My head was a vortex of splitting pain. But I didn't feel or hear any shattering glass. That was a relief.
I peeled my spinning head from the steering wheel, and stared ahead -waiting for my head to finish its gymnastics routine.
I heard Jae snort into wakefulness.
“What th---” Jae’s voice was a cool towel on a feverish forehead, “Are you okay?
“I’m not dead.” I replied, barely moving my head. “You?”
“No impact from over here. I think that it mostly hit on your si--” He gasped as I turned my head.
“Oh my go--” Jae started, “I think you might have a concussion.”
I winced, “Good diagnosis, doctor.”
“Now, go hit whatever hit us.” I continued beyond relief that he wasn't hurt.
There was a horrible creaking noise that made me want to pierce my ears out.
Jae grunted, “The door’s stuck!”
I smiled, “Don't worry. My dad was overly prepared.”
I slowly angled my body toward the stuck door. Jaes eyes were the only things i could see in the dim lighting. They were stretch in an angle that made him look wide and innocent as though he was trying to remember the days when his biggest worry was what girl to ask to the dance.
I swallowed that thought, trying not to linger on the past.
“Reach down underneath your seat.” I started, “there should be a lever, pull it.”
Jae nodded, bending his body in half to reach the switch.
“Done,” he reported.
“Good, now reach into the compartment above your knees.” I continued.
Jae obeyed. In the dim glow from my broken headlights, I could only see the outline of his bowed head. I assumed that he was able to see me because he had already let his eyes adjust, in sleeping.
“Found something!” Jae yelped, startling me out of my thoughtful state.
He held it up, “I found--- make up?”
My ears told me of his confusion, “Yes, my dad had to disguise it as something.”
His jaw moved in the almost darkness as though he was about to speak, but I cut in.
“Like I said, he was paranoid.” I rolled my eyes, my head aching as my eyes hit a beam of light.
I took a breath, gulping the memories that had “rivered” into my head.
“Ever broken a car window before?” I questioned.
“Can’t say that I have.” I saw a flash of teeth in the dark.
I smiled painfully, “It’s simple. Just unscrew the tube and smear the edges of the car window with paste. As close to the edge as you can.”
The sticky paste routine was simple enough. And widely used. My parents loved the stuff. They used it to open their pickle jars.
In the quiet silence of the darkened car, the breaking of the window was a new flashlight in a pitch black room.
Even in the darkened car, I could see the glass reflect the pale moon, still a single connected panel. It sailed in slow motion. Descending gently to the dark unknown world outside. It settled with a clatter then shattered. Each piece flying apart as though eager to escape the demonic beast it had just encountered. Some flew upward, as though reaching for the moon but those just fell back directly into the mouth of the creature it had tried to escape.
Jae moved his head outside the window, I bit back a screaming, there was a creature out there!
I breathed in and out. The concussion was making me go bonkers.
As hard as I tried, though I couldn't erase the feeling that I had forgotten something. IIt was there at the edge of my brain, throbbing even more with the thought.
I heard Jae call out that he was going to see what hit us. But I barely even comprehended his voice.
My brain was working overtime.
I remembered being in the rain, then…
The figure! Of course!
“Jae!” I crawled over the cupholders to the other empty seat.
He didn't answer.
I crawled through the window, by the time my feet touched the ground, I was in agony.
My side was on fire, jolting with every slight movement and my head felt like someone has accidentally splattered hot sauce on the insides.
I pushed down my nausea.
“Jae careful, there's someone out here.” I yelled pushing myself to my feet.
“I believe he knows.” a voice said, my brain recognised the voice as the man who had declared our doom.
Helpful, I thought
My eyes followed the voice to a large man standing some five feet from me.
He was about 6 foot, with hair the color of copper and muscles pulsing thru his ripped bloody shirt. I had a feeling that the ripped part was no fashion statement and the blood was not his. His eyes were light blue, but far from the stereotype of blue eyed innocent. On some people, eyes like his may look different, softer perhaps, but on him they just looked terrifying. They gave off this venomous vibe that bothered me. It bothered me even more, the fact that he was clutching Jae with one arm and pointing a gun at me with the other.
I swallowed.
“Hey, Jae. Who's your friend?” I asked trying to keep things from totally falling apart.
“How am I supposed to know!” Jae screeched, “this weirdo just grabbed me the second I got out of the car!”
I ignored him and looked to the man, “Hey! My name is Alina.”
He raised his eyes, I held back a shudder. His eyes were full of pure malice.
“I know who you are.” His voice may as well have been made of lead.
I smeared a smile across my face.
“I didn't realize I had fans,” I laughed and continued before he could think it over, “My friend and I were just heading over to the movies. I believe it starts in…”
I glanced at my wrist, “Oh shoot. I left my watch at home. Jae, dear, would you by any chance have yours?”
“I would gladly check once he,” Jae jerked his head in the direction of his captor, “is off me.”
The man loosened his hold on Jae.
Jae reached into his pocket.
He shouted, “Aha!” and slammed the butt of his knife against the man's head.
The poor man slumped down to the asphalt.
Jae uncoiled himself from the man's grip.
I almost felt sorry for the unconscious man, but that was before I saw the symbol on the band wrapped around his forearm.
The familiar C on its side with a dot hovering over it, the symbol of ISIS.
Anger filled my stomach and threaten to fly up thru my mouth.
I forced it down.
I marched over to the man and tore it off, stuffing it in my pocket.
I returned to where Jae waited for me.
“Jae dear?” he said with a laugh.
I smiled, glad he had missed my moment of anger. “I was getting into character!”
Jae shook his head, “Anyway how do we get out of here?”
A car, of course! I wonder if he… I smiled.
Across the expanse of about thirty feet of chipped ruined concrete was an old Jeep. The headlights were on, shining in the direction of where we were heading.
“Jae, can you get the bags?”
“Way ahead of you,” Jae approached me, bags in hand.
“Let’s go,” he laughed, “and this time I'll drive.”

I allowed myself a smile.

Thursday, July 7, 2016

The Third Earth Chapter Four

YEAH!! I finally completed chapter four of The Third Earth!! I think it turned out not bad and I actually added a character that I had in one of my earlier drafts, but hadn't found an area to stick him in yet. Now I have!! So.... Read, Enjoy, and Review





My eyes throbbed. That was the first thing I realized when I came to. It pounded in time to my heartbeat, as though a reminder that I was awake. That this was all real.
It felt ridiculous -my life did. All I ever wanted was someone I could rely on. Someone I could call my family. I still had Y., of course, but it just isn’t the same. He has a wife and kids. As nice as they were letting me live with them for the last ten and a half years, I could see the looks. Sometimes passed to each other from behind salad bowl or after a bad fight Y. and Iona (his wife) would have. The final straw was when their oldest, Xabat, moved out. He was sixteen, a year younger then me. I realized my stay there had expired.
I moved to the dorms at Mount Otium. It was nice and peaceful there. I was close to my school and not to far away from my mentor. The north side of the mountain was the school for children with over one gift, but the east side of the mountain was for the Verum-in-training.
The transition was easy enough, moving from Y.’s house to the dorms. Keeping my secret --that was the tricky part. At dorms, there is typically a lot of peer pressure. To show off your gifts, pick up dates, or just forget training or studying and party. Thankfully it was easy enough to study and train verus party and having a boyfriend put me out of the picking up dates part. The problem was mainly showing off. For one thing, I didn’t like to show off. For another, I didn’t have much to show off.
I stared into the floor making the blurriness I always got when my lack-thereof entered my mind.
My head pounded, as though there was a exterminator in my head trying to squash my thoughts with a giant hammer, but was so clumsy he only succeeded in hitting the insides of my brain and giving me a bad headache.
That strange thought made me smile into the hard ground.
“I am on the ground,” I told the floor, “I should get up now.”
My arms, which were clamped to my sides, gathered so that my palms cupped the ground in the “up” position of a pushup. My legs tucked under the rest of my body, and stood up very slowly.
“Thelma! You’re finally awake!”
I jumped, and shifted into a defensive pose taking my knife out slowly.
My eyes cleared, and I recognized Orin through the misty fog.
“Oh, please. Put that silly knife away. You aren’t going to hurt me,” he chided.
My hand returned the knife to its sheath.
My eyesight cleared completely and I was able to see him.
Orin was sitting on a chipped wooden stool. His tan arms were crossed across his chest in a relaxed position. His blue eyes were half way closed as though the conversation was boring him. He was sporting a white shirt with short sleeves, light brown cargo pants, and old shoes the color of sawdust.
He looked exactly the same as the day he left me.
I put that thought aside, and pasted a cold glare on my face.
“What do you want?” I retaliated.
Orin put a hand to his chest in fake hurt, “I want you, of course!”
My heart skipped a bit, betraying my mind in its attempt to hate Orin.
I kept the glare on my face, for once glad that I took acting lessons in my early childhood.
“You want to train me, to turn me into a Prima loyalist,”  I snapped, angry at him and myself at the same time.
“That was a plan, sure, but I doubt that’s possible --not with your attitude,” Orin went on, “It’s probably much more likely you’ll stay here for the rest of your life.”
I watched as he stood from his creaky stool, “Living in this dreary room, with disgusting food for the rest of your life.”
“Or what? I spend my life with the guilt of knowing that I betrayed my family and my planet!” I shot back.
My lip lifted into a sneer, “I would rather die!”
Orin let out a chuckle, “You’ll change your mind, soon enough.”
Not gonna happen.
Orin turned and walked toward the door. He rested his hand on the door handle as though to open it, then turned to face me.
I jerked in surprise. There was no trace of the haughty look that had rested on his face before. Now there was only concern that played with his features. Concern that scrunched his eyebrows and made his eyes water. Concern which made his lip tremble ever so slightly.
He whispered something that took me a minute to decipher.
“I wish you would, Thelma. It’s the only way you can survive.”
Then he was gone.


I stared at the floor. Orin’s expression was painted on the wooden tiles ,having being burned into my memory as though looking at something very bright.
I didn’t understand it --I couldn’t.
What an idiot!
I slammed my fist at the floor right where I imagined Orin’s face being.
It felt good. Well except for the bruised knuckles afterward.
“Hello? Thelma Alby? May I come in?” a voice interrupted.
I stood from the floor, “Uh- yes. Come in.”
The door swung open and in came a new-looking Figura Trebea. He was about four inches taller than me. His torso was copper tinted with overlays of gold coloring. HIs eyes were wide and young --with none of the terror that other Figura Treabeas inflicted. His arms were long and silvery, the multi purpose hands turned into fingers that  held a basket.
“Here,” the Figura Trebea shoved the basket toward me, “Your necessaries.”
I accepted it from his outstretched hands and peered in.
Soap, a change of clothes, and food greeted me from inside.
“Thank you,” I murmured putting the basket gently on the floor.
“Well?” the young Figura Trebea effused.
I looked up at him, “Well what?”
“D- do you like it?” he asked, voice relating to that of a child’s.
“Um, yeah,” I glanced at him, he seemed to puff up with pride at that one tiny comment.
“Oh good! I made it myself! According to your file, your favorite color is green!” the Figura Trebea pointed to the basket with his hand.
I took note of the fact that his fingers were at least a half an inch less in diameter than your typical Figura Trebea hands.
“It’s green cloth, see!” he grabbed the cloth that laid in the basket as evidence.
“So, it is!” I replied.
“Do you not like green or something?” the childish Figura Trebea asked, suddenly shy.
“Oh, I love it,” I silently cursed myself for giving him that impression. For some weird reason I really liked this Figura Trebea and his childish attitude even though I had never really liked kids before.
He smiled wildly, and for some reason it did not seem out of place on his face.
“So, anyway I feel a little out of place. You know my name, but I don’t know yours… what is it?”
“Thaddeus.”
“Well, hello Thaddeus,” I smiled warmly, “It’s very nice to meet you.”
Thaddeus smiled again, “My pleasure is all mine.”
I frowned, “I think you mean ‘the pleasure is all mine’.”
He looked at me with a curious expression on his face, as though I had said something interesting but he did not understand it, “Okay.”
“So, Thaddeus. How long have you been working here?” I changed the subject, quickly.
“As long as I have been alive,” Thaddeus replied.
“How long is that?” I hoped I wasn’t prying to much, but Thaddeus didn’t seem the type to be secretive.
Thaddeus held out his mechanical hands and stared at them. He was mumbling something under his breath that I recognized to be numbers.
“Ten years,” he looked up then spontaneously grinned. “Wow, I am old!”
“Ten years!” I sputtered. Most Ossa on Prima became Figura Trebeas on their fifteenth birthday. I have never heard of any doing it when they were ten.
“Yeah!” Thaddeus nodded.
“That’s really rare!”
“Uh huh.”
“Why did you become a Figura Trebea so quickly?” I questioned
“When I was an Ossa, I became sick. They called it cancer. They turned me into a Figura Trebea early to save me from dying,” he responded like it was no big deal.
I stared at the young Figura Trebea in front of me. He was only a child. He had lived through cancer. His soul had been implanted in a piece of machinery and it had saved his life. The people of Prima had saved his life.
How can their technology be so bad, if they saved a little boy’s life with it?